Today, a person who is very close to me told me that sometimes, I'm quite self centered... Is that true?... It kind of came to me as a huge shockwave, because in my entire life, nobody called me self centered before...
What did I do wrong... haiz...
Is saying that another person is smart self centered? Is feeling stupid and useless self centered?... Is putting your friends above yourself self centered?... I bought that person some potatoe wedges to eat because I was hungry and I thought he would hungry... but in the end, it got eaten up by people because I waited for that person too long...
I know that sometimes, I can unknowingly seek attention, because since young, I've been diagnosed as a ADD kid...
I wanted to cry.. but I couldnt cry... I just put on a brave smile and swallowed... guess I must have hurt really hurt that person's feeling that that person would say this... But... I just dont know what I did wrong...
I wish I didnt suffer from hyperactivity... but its something that has always been in me... maybe sometimes I do irritate people because of my this... but I didnt think that it was so serious...
haiz...
Today, I started the 12 day fast by Campus Crusade... I tried eating vegetarian stuff... But it just didnt work out... So I'll just do the one meal fast from tomorrow onwards... Within this 12 day period... it'll be lunch off the menu...
I dont really have much mood to write anymore... I keep thinking over the incident today...
sobz.... really feel like crying...
am I such a bad friend?... sigh...
Today's Interesting Fact : Did you know that chocolate kills dogs? Chocolate affects a dog's heart and nervous system. A few ounces is enough to kill a small sized dog...
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